| think of the happiest moment of your life...its gone. |
[31 Jan 2005|09:05pm] |
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sooo today my discrete math exam. i really don't think i did too well...there was just too damn much to study and underestimated how much i forgot...oh well i guess it serves me right for taking one of the hardest courses you can in highschool..the other exams went ok though, philosophy was a joke and guitar was pretty easy. best part of the day was seeing joey spartico again! :) i missed that guy, can't wait to hear the crazy stories he has.
so the following week should be interesting: wednesday is my history exam, which should be pretty easy, unless goldsmith makes a shitty exam then i'll be disapointed. then later that day is my hangout with g2, and then practice with BLT possibly a small show for joey and then paaaaartying at night to celebrate andrews belated 18th. thursday and friday i have to get a shit load of work done...g1 test, sin card, bank account reactivation, possibly doctors office. and then friday night is the WTA show, which should be fucking awesome, i honestly love that band. second semester is so close...i can't wait.
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| its about time |
[23 Jan 2005|12:22am] |
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wow, it's been a while since i've posted. well, this has been the month from hell, though it has had some fucking awesome times here and there. i finished applying two weeks ago and now im in major focus mode for school, im trying so hard right now to get the best marks possible, i went up in every subject except discrete...but im sad about that one, i have to try my hardest on that, and i'll probably kill the other exams. this is the first year i've 'actually' realllly studied, usually im one of those people who don't study until i have no other choice, like two days before or whatever, but this year i started early, i hope it makes a difference, i really wanted to get accepted into the programs i applied for :S... though im honestly really happy about next semester! i get to sleep in til like 9:30 everyday! because i have a first period spare. so much to look forward too also, like norma jean and tremblant! i also havent drank for a while, i've been edge to keep focussed for exams. katrinas party seemed too god damn long ago though,oh well atleast andrew we'll be having his birthday on the 27th so i am FUCKING excited for him! and a little jealous cus he'll be pimping it in the casinos and bars in hull 9 months before i can! oh well! we all technically had to wait the same amount of time anyways. haha. but yeah on that note, BLT is doing fucking great, sages new hat is recorded, thats three down, one to go. and we have a couple other songs, everyone go take a listen: www.purevolume.com/BLT you never know, you may like a song? haha oh well thats my advertising input for the band. i actually dont care if you dislike the songs or not give'm a try though! we like them, and i guess thats all that matters. but yeah. today me, jake, andrew and some others went to go meet joey spartico at the airport (HE'S FINALLY COMING BACK FROM JAPAN) but his plane got delayed so all the energy i built up waiting at the airport went to nothing..well thats about all i have to say for a while..taaaake it easy muthafuckas
-Mark-
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[24 Dec 2004|10:23am] |
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Christmas break has been relaxing...all my shoppings done...Thanks to everyone on my LJ for being such a great friends this year!! I wish you all the best!! Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone!!:)!
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[02 Dec 2004|04:37pm] |
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life gets shittier and shittier everytime i update this thing. i dunno what to do these days. im actually trying much harder and doing better in history and math, thats about all i have to claim for excitement in my life... everyday i go home feeling terrible and think things out waayy too much, which makes things more complicated, but then i go to school everyday with a smile on my face, i guess its just not my nature to be depressed and in that kinda mood. i dunno whats going on with the christmas show...i fucking hate winter...the first day is good, the rest of it sucks ass...history is getting realllly annoying lately, i fucking hate miss goldsmith, but were going on a field trip tomorow, so it shouldnt be that bad. BLT is pissing me off...we were so close to getting a show and then it got cancelled cus some idiot didnt know what he was doing..and then i dunno, people are assholes, and they dont know what they are talking about...oh well...i needed to let this stuff out...overall its not that bad...nothing broken, just a bruised ego.
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| Happy New Year! |
[02 Nov 2004|09:12pm] |
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So its been a while since I've updated this shiznat! Thats probably because nothings much has been going on at all lately. School has been the main focus lately with me, and every month it gets harder and more stressful, I got an email about university applications today...im so not ready for this stuff...oh well. I still have to finish my community service hours STILL, i have like 26 or so...i need help. Other than school I've been hanging out with BLT + PPC on weekends, BLT has been recording lately every saturday, we've been having trouble lately with computahs and what not so we've been delayed...the only song we've really finished recording is Sarah and Pierces song, which is fucking amazing, definitely one of the best on the EP. Cheers to Sarah for fucking amazing vocals and touching lyrics, i love it too much! Nothing Broken is really coming along beautifully, i cant wait until its recorded! Other than that I havent had much time for anything, my only free times are late saturday nights lately. School is a bitch...History is getting a little better, i did somewhat better on my test this time around, Discrete is getting harder again, but I'm pulling through, Philosophy is just as boring/annoying as ever, but its gonna help my average so its all good. I went to Moneen recently, that fucking kicked ass, Kenny is the man, I hugged him, what a memory lol, nicest guy ever though, seriously and crazy as hell on stage...honestly did he stop moving once? like once? Oh wait he did, to stick his fucking guitar in the ceiling so he jump into the crowd, one of the best shows i've been to by far. I hope BLT starts playing shows soon, we are so sure of ourselves now its kinda funny! I love those guys too much. PPC/BLT and the rest have been talking about Tremblant a lot too lately, thats going to be fucking fun, this is all so random haha, im just jotting down whatever comes to mind, but now im at blank so i'll end this thing.
Miss everyone i cant hang out with lately </3, I promise I'll find sometime someday!
latah niggas
>D-street YO.<
p.s.
look at that mood guy? haha he is sooo damn busy...haha what a cool guy
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| Update finally? again..? |
[09 Oct 2004|01:13am] |
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So Today I went to Carelton U for the day, it was a waste of time. Tonight I practiced with Bangkok, it was super fun, and then Steve had to leave, and then we watched Shaolin Soccer. It was pretty funny! Then I got home and talked to BLT about today being the 9th...because nine hours frmo now we will be recording two of our new songs. Our demo is coming sooo close to being done. I'm soooo excited you have no idea. This week was fun, it was spirit week so everyone one was crazy, i had good times laughing at pierces attempts for school Spirit..they were awesome. I miss all my friends i used to hangout with in the summer? Even PPC doesnt get to hang out that much, but lately we have so thats nice. Its so hard balancing my time these days, considering 4/7 days more or less are dedicated to school. One or two is for hanging out with my friends/playing my passion; music. Then family time/other events/and hanging out with friends and stuff is so hard to fit into one week..i dunno what im going to do when i'm in University...if i even get it in. I'm still praying. I hope i did we'll on my discrete math class :(...everyones marks are random and range from 60 to 90s so i dont know what to expect..i didnt pick up my test yet.
BLT played at lunch thursday. It was super fun!! I love playing!! Everyone was really nice and supportive..except for little bow-wow he was an ass...Has anyone else seen this guy? Like i actually think its Little Bow-Wow..I honestly dont see a difference.
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| whoa long time no post? |
[21 Sep 2004|05:42pm] |
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Oh my, its been a while since i've posted on this shiznat. The summer was amazing. School has been great compared to what i expected! I got into history, its a pretty fun class! Sean, meag, anthony, matt m., and jeff are in my class so its pretty fun! Philosophy is boring but most of the same people are in my class so its alright, math is insanely hard..hopefully calculus will be a walk in the park, and uhh guitar is pretty easy.
BLT is doing great. We have four originals, expect recordings soon and shows soon!! I'm so excited..all our songs make me so happy. And we finally cover the WHOLE muthafucking BLUE ALBUM in order from start to finish..ending with the best song ever...ONLY in DREAMS <3..tied with the best song ever..Telescope Eyes by Eisley..i know its the latest thing to love these guys..but i just cant stop listening to this song..btw i havent even heard the whole song? its just what i hear from the site and it always cuts off..someone please get their cd..for fucksake.
UHhh what else..2 days ago (Sunday) was my birthday!! It was pretty chill, i just relaxed most of the day, went out to dinner with my family, came home..had cake, and then BLT picked me up and we went to broadways for a second dinner? haha...it was awesome..and then i drank a little to celebrate and then went home. It was really nice.
Yesterday was picture day..i had no clue until the morning of. and yeah..he took it in like 5 seconds i was probably not even done sitting down..oh well. its just pictures, they look gay every year anyways.
Umm thats about it..since im probably not going to post much on this thing, i'll just shout out to a couple of people, first of all JESS BACON for selling me her Senses Fail ticket!! THANK YOU SO MUCH, it was an awesome show..and G3 and pierce for hanging out with me there, it was too fun! :D!
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| <> dont leave me this way tracy, no i mean jaimie..dont leave me <> |
[20 Aug 2004|11:55pm] |
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I did nothing all day..caught up with some loss of sleep lately..
Went to andrew cottage from monday to thursday..i had a great time..too much fun..
andrews gone to the cottage for the rest of the summer probably..thats gonna suck..PIERCE IS BACK FOR GOOD THOUGH HAHA..uhhh anyways..i hate updating these things, its nice everyonce in a while though
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| finally updated |
[13 Aug 2004|12:42am] |
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only thing worth updating:
pierce comes back saturday.
p.s.
i swear im not gay
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[24 Jul 2004|04:06pm] |
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Uhh I can't remember the last time i posted so i dont know where to begin, but uhh last few days have been quite mellow hanging out with BLT and sean! Thursday we made a huge ass DEP run! hopefully it'll last through the weekend lol..
Thursday night BLT had a mini party..we had a crazy night that ended with pierce stealing a steam roller thingy and driving it into the middle of a street near andrews.
Friday we played at charas!! it was so fun!! She was sooo surprised when she got there!! We played on her deck from around 4 to 7 or 8! it was awesome!! It was great hanging out with a whole bunch of good friends! Oh and I finally got my bike/sweater back which i left there a month or so ago!!
Today im going to seans and sleeping over! Should be a really fun night!! and tomorow i'll be hanging out with shannon and then we'll be going to seans again to hang out for a while! Should be a great weekend!
-MaRk
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[08 Jul 2004|10:42pm] |
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So umm..been pretty bored lately..gotta start community service next week/start looking for a job..or i'll truly waste this summer! Haven't seen pierce in a while since he's been in summer school 8 hours a day and Andrew wont be here this weekend..but we plan to finish off our new song soon! Its amazing..
I'm tired..been thinking about too many things lately..
I got my report card/time table for next year the other day! I did well on my report card..or just as i had wanted..so thats good..my parents wont eat my head off..and my time table is alright, i have a spare last period first semester..i love those ones..i live right beside the school so after third i come home in 2 seconds and sleep for an hour or so...it quite awesome! You should all try it sometime.
Thats all..going to sleep now
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| im trottin 20 k <3 |
[04 Jul 2004|06:04pm] |
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It's beeen so mutha fucking long since i've posted? lol..well i've had a great summer so far! Meeting new people/hanging out with my friends/Hitting amazing partys! I'm getting pretty broke though..so i gotta slow down..or get a job..
Uhh past weeks has been BLT show at sams plus afterparty which was alright..uhh Great night at andrews house two saturdays ago!!! uhh small park party..BLT+Yang Ming..it was alright! Canada..(so good) got drunk twice..haha..thats about it.
oh and tory went away for a month or so? :( its a sad day..oh well im glad i got to hang out with her before she had to leave! by the way..that day BLT minus jake + max and jaimie..got in trouble for playing with dirt in an underground garage..FUCK YOU MINTO POLICE..jk..fun night though
I felt bad about not posting in so long, i put a picture in the background, changed colors and my emotion face thing? i think its pretty hot..lol..nah..but yeah umm BLT practice tonight hopefully! i havent seen pierce and andrew for the longest time! Its going to be quite a fun time!
THE END.
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| one life, one chance, one shot(unearth<3) |
[20 Jun 2004|09:28pm] |
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Sooo....two partys in a row!!! Got UBER tanked twice!!! BEST way to end this school year by far!! Friday night was the bush bash..got pretty drunk and downed the 40 too fast...oh well...i had fun..hung out with a lot people, and then sat with tory for a while talking and talking..i had fun!! Me and Andrew both came and went together..we lost ED on the way back..oh well..ME/Andrew = BL2? but yeah..great night!!
Then yesterday we had yet another BLT practice!!! Unblievably fun!! We wrote two new songs almost..and on the spot too!! After a while we ate pizza and then went trampoline..and we realised that we are all big gay fags..and then we went to watch zoolander and ordered pizza..and then katie and her friend shannon came over, shannon is really nice i hope she hangs out with the crew and BLT this summer at partys..then anyways sean and matt came over and then followed by Ed..and the partying started. Umm...well i tried pacing myself and i did pretty well until i was half-way and chugged it...and yeah...all i know is trampoline and being drunk = major fun...then yeah i passed out..the end of that night...
the morning we woke up all pretty happy/feeling like crap at the same time...and agreed it had been a great night..it has been a great weekend..im best friends with ally again..i think..i hope? yeah anyways thats all for today
-mark
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[18 Jun 2004|07:02pm] |
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[13 Jun 2004|01:42pm] |
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exams are in three days..im so scared..i cant stop thinking about this summer, its distracting me from my concentration. oh well i've been doing a lot of studying lately..finished all the math reviews already! i feeeeeel so shitty i cant stand..how i feel can only be described through this "I WANNA KILL MYSELF!"(amazing lyrics by mike pantuso)..jk...BLT knows where its at...but yeah..umm exams. gotta study now, laaaater.
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im so tired/bored..i hate the weather..sometimes hot is too hot..boringest day ever in school too.
fucking exams are soon..so stressful..i have two culminating tasks tomorow..
i might go to summer shcool..but i hope i dont..i dont want my summer ruined..i cant wait for the summer though..
im dont feel well all of a sudden..(not going to barf or anything)..just feel a little sad..
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| i've another 500...miles before we shut this engine down |
[03 Jun 2004|09:24pm] |
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I guess its about time to update this shiznat..i havent recently cus nothing really is going lately..i got invited to two parties this weekend..so hard not drinking..haha...im strong though..the edge has never been stronger.
Umm whatelse...im still obsessed with soco ameretto lime..i cant stop listening to it..oh and play crack the sky too!! I'm kinda also pissed im not going Unearth this monday..oh well...THEY ARE COMING BACK!! im so excited for that..July 13th...with my favorite..ETID..and also Atreyu, who are alright.
Uhh I'm done exams the 19th...SO F-in excited..and the 22nd is BLT LUNCH AT YANG MING!! Everyone come!! I'm hoping for at least 50 this time! its going to be mudda-freggin-sic!
Umm lets see..its been quite a boring week for religion, i finished the culminating tast today though..one down..two to go.
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[30 May 2004|01:57pm] |
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i found pierces brand new cd in his discman that he left yesterday at my house..and i've been listening to it all day..haha its been so long since i listened..so many memories are coming back..haha..
soo lets see friday was really fun, pierce lost headboy..:( oh well..we had a party either way!!! freggin pizza aww yeah and then ball hockey with ed and the rest of BLT..it kicked..and then i hung out with G3..i love those girls..and it was actually a really great friday.
Umm yesterday andrews ex came to BLT practice..she's really cool, it was such a fun time..we covered Unearth..hahaha...and tried recording a video..and recording some vocals for the original!! IT WAS SO FUN..a little awkward but coooooooool..and then after that we went to pierces and had a huge park party...but sadly only a few were drunk including me..I of course made an ass out of my self like every week...oh well it was fun!!! And i finally got to hang out with andrew and party with him this weekend!! SO FUN!!! Anyways.." on a more serious note" haha(BLT<3)...umm i dunno whats going in my life these days..do i ever know though?? oh my...i hope things go well with me for once..
-mark
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| music or the misery? |
[26 May 2004|02:25pm] |
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ummm..i think im FINALLY..FINALLY..better...i hope im not jynxing myself right though..lets the weekend..uhh saturday i hung out with peirce and jake and then went out drinking..it was a reallllly fun night..i wish i could remember it all though...but the next sucked..as i was sick..plus the hangover..which made that day 3245803 times harder..i ended staying sick the rest of the weekend..and i went to the doctors monday.
Tuesday i didnt go to school! i like stayed up til 4:30? and then was supposed to go help Pierce put up posters..(By the way: Everyone VOTE PIERCE FOR HEADBOY!) After spending most of the weekend on the couch reading and thinking..going to school today was super fun!! I missed andrew mon bestfriend(BLT<3) he went to his cottage over the weekend and couldnt party with us once again? oh well...i saw him today..as i was made fun of by everyone who heard about my silly drunk retardness saturday..umm the week went over reeaaaalllly easy actually. I'm in a movie about racism? luca and his friend mike i think it was...were filming it for one of their classes..I of course had to play the victim haha (me and my half-blackness..jk IM NOT HALF-BLACK..assholes) oh well...tomorow Pierce is doing his speech!! I cant wait..im scared..everyone better vote for him!! And today before leaving i heard Igor broke up with Kelsey...???? like...whoa.... i hope she is ok..
What else....not much going on...exams are coming soooner than you think :|! im actually going to really try to study this year...(pfft. i say that every year) oh well..im not really that depressed right now thank god..i've thought out a lot of stuff this weekend..anyways...I think this is my longest journal entry ever?
-MARK..
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[22 May 2004|12:33pm] |
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band night went well i guess. they ripped us off..we only got two songs :(..whatever..umm tests and what not went well this week, im glad i got that over with. long weeeeekend! i didnt do anything this friday...im kinda of mad at myself for that..im just too paranoid and sick feeling to do anything..it sucks cus i missed out hanging out with ally and nadia and my new bestfriend andrew kerr..and top that..last night...i stayed up forever..coughing and coughing..i wish i get better soon? anyways today pierce is coming over and then jake might..we are probably going to try and finish recording some parts for BLT original!
Umm other then that..im pretty depressed..these days..days are getting longer and more boring/lonely. Oh well somehow I am able to retain a huge smile on my face? like always..
summer is so soon. ahhhhh.
-mark
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